Some iPhone snippets from our Seattle trip. For extensive photographs, I posted them here!: amandamarievaldez
Some images from the protest at the County Prosecutor’s Office in Clayton, Missouri.
The ladies in the matching blue shirts came all the way from Nashville. The young man in the last image was going full ACAB and folks had to calm him down and inform him that it wasn’t the best time for such an attitude. It was a very peaceful, but very passionate gathering.
More talk about justice and equality, about institutionalized racism.
More silence from the police.
After Richard Sikens “Seaside Improvisation”
I peel off the bed sheet and give it to you but you turn
away from me, so I pull back the bigger part to wrap
my body like cocoon’s at dusk. An island in the middle
of your scent.
Tonight, I think you dream of cities, and the bridges
inside that connect one exit to another and I
stare at you like a sliding glass door, opening a world
of dust and snow,
where we stand on the other side, against white oaks,
counting lone starlings and ache. You’ve told me
you wanted happiness. This, we have tried, and the
nights continue crossing over
to our tired mouths; these tongues fixed as anchors.
But we expect the struggle; quiet holes in
the boat. The fishing line unshaken in water.
Take this cigarette,
burn a wheel of ash in the ground. Believe it is
a door. Believe it is a passage and isn’t there
another room waiting? A fresh course? A new woman’s
eyes rouged and shut?
Imagine it’s staircase and the light that leads to the
surface of a love like a stray dog sitting where
we first left it. But a tunnel means an out. A tunnel means
miles of old water
to tread. Our early mornings, our serious nights
faded with the last of our courage
down the unlit current.
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Another year, another birthday trip. 24 years now and celebrated with hikes, beer, books, and puppy cards in SLO
"One of the magical things about theater is that it gathers a crowd of people in a quiet space, and each member of the audience gets to see how people respond differently to the different things being said on stage. The person next to you will laugh at something that you’d never think of laughing at, and you’ll get a glimpse into all the different ways of viewing the world. Unfortunately, so much theater today is less nuanced. It gives you a large dose of one way of thinking, in hopes of getting as many of the same type of people into the theater as possible."
My life with a gardener
The screen door firecrackers closed.
I find her at the sundry drawer
prowling for twine. I’m nothing
she sees. There’s a tornado
in her hair, her face is streaked
with dirt like markings applied
before the rituals of drums.
I’ve watched her shadow break free
and tend the next row of corn.
I understand this eagerness
as fully as I can speak for the ocean.
I say water is behind everything,
a blue dictator, say waves
are obsessed with their one word
but have no idea what that word is.
Her hands enter soil like needles
making the promise of a dress
from cloth. In December she begins
smelling lilacs, by February
she sees the holes
peppers burn through snow. I see her,
she’s the last green thing I need.
When finally she’s pushed inside
by the rude hands of dusk,
I set down my life for her skin,
taught all day how to smell
like the sun, and the hundred
directions of her hair, and eyes
that look through me to flowers
that only open their mouths
to speak with the moon.
Frying Trout While Drunk
Mother is drinking to forget a man
who could fill the woods with invitations:
come with me he whispered and she went
in his Nash Rambler, its dash
where her knees turned green
in the radium dials of the 50’s.
When I drink it is always 1953,
bacon wilting in the pan on Cook Street
and mother, wrist deep in red water,
laying a trail from the sink
to a glass of gin and back.
She is a beautiful, unlucky woman
in love with a man of lechery so solid
you could build a table on it
and when you did the blues would come to visit.
I remember all of us awkwardly at dinner,
the dark slung across the porch,
and then mother’s dress falling to the floor,
buttons ticking like seeds spit on a plate.
When I drink I am too much like her—
the knife in one hand and the trout
with a belly white as my wrist.
I have loved you all my life
she told him and it was true
in the same way that all her life
she drank, dedicated to the act itself,
she stood at this stove
and with the care of the very drunk
handed him the plate.
Downtown photo adventures with Colby.
Arson, bikes, and a whole lot of that central valley sunlight
Some things never change.
Fierce Creatures. May | 2014